Reb
November 23, 2024 at 4:06:16 PM
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In some months it will be my birthday (19), I feel in constant allert because im understanding little by little that I am not Ok on an existenzial lever I suffer. I suffer but in silence that made me a very close peson, I hide my anxiety (that hurt me even more from inside) I feel that I have bloked my real person. Lukyly I do at least some insight but is not enough, when my apaty take control is more difficult everytime to get back on track is so paintfull and It feals eavy especially in a society thar is always in a hurry and detonate you whit ad, inorance and malice. Some have lost the ability to give value to things and I wont hide that makes me a bit envious because leaving a life ignoring others is in a way more carefree (in reality I know those people are enslaved by this "society of imagine"
. I hope writing this down will help me improve, I want to take action change my empty life to not limit myself.
I read what you wrote in your story I felt similar in a way, thanks for making this website, Internet is a gray place that's why I love it that's why I wont ever commit s+++++e I hope I will get the strenght (even a little bit) I would really like to feel blanced.thanks and bye